Thursday, April 23, 2009

me no good at blogging!

Yeah, so i'm not so good at this bloggin thing. I have a hard enough time keeping up on my facebook which i only do when i am at work...hope my boss(es) don't keep up with my blog! hehehe
so i threatened to lay all my cards out on the table on facebook today. Got some interesting responses. not sure exactly what i wanted to do really other than i wish...
i wish that i felt i could be me without fear of people saying...holy water! i don't like the new her which is really the real me. does everyone feel that way?
how do i go from being passiive/agressive Diann to assertive Diann? what would it take? how would people respond? it doesn't matter, i know...i can hear my hubby saying that to me as well. BUT doesn't it matter? aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
seems much safer to blog this to the world then to talk about it with people i know...oh wait...if you are reading this i probably know you and...holy water! did i say that all out loud? frown, groan...ick. feeling ick about my passive aggressiveness. blahhhhhhhhhh