Thursday, April 23, 2009

me no good at blogging!

Yeah, so i'm not so good at this bloggin thing. I have a hard enough time keeping up on my facebook which i only do when i am at work...hope my boss(es) don't keep up with my blog! hehehe
so i threatened to lay all my cards out on the table on facebook today. Got some interesting responses. not sure exactly what i wanted to do really other than i wish...
i wish that i felt i could be me without fear of people saying...holy water! i don't like the new her which is really the real me. does everyone feel that way?
how do i go from being passiive/agressive Diann to assertive Diann? what would it take? how would people respond? it doesn't matter, i know...i can hear my hubby saying that to me as well. BUT doesn't it matter? aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
seems much safer to blog this to the world then to talk about it with people i know...oh wait...if you are reading this i probably know you and...holy water! did i say that all out loud? frown, groan...ick. feeling ick about my passive aggressiveness. blahhhhhhhhhh

4 comments:

Unknown said...

you should be yourself...we will all still love you. I promise. at least I will still love you.

Laura said...

Post something super-intriguing and you find out who reads your blog! :)

I bet I'd like assertive Diann a lot. If that's who you are, that's who you should be. Lay out those cards! :)

Amber Stoneburner said...

No, you are not the only one to feel/think this way. Yes, you should be yourself. Nichole is right we will still love you. We want you to be who you really are. Go ahead....

Millers "R" Us said...

Thanks ladies,
I am trying to be my true self. let me know if i screw up! ;o)
Thanks for the encouragement. Sorry, i forget i have a blog and to check for comments. I fixed it so i now get an email and will be able to respond if i want to! ;o)